hey, I'm back, after Valentine day, this is my third post, very lazy boy I am. I just reading through feels blog of some ppl that i know, and quite surprise i found my friend's blogspot ( he used to be close to me, as I am considered it that way), and was very surprise, every post of him all abt Christ. A bit lame to me, sorry to say that, but I'm not that kind of Christian , praise and praise every single minute, I still have my own life , with lots of stuff ahead. Btw, I finished my last diploma term which is the Higher Diploma leverl , at the moment I passed 6/8 subjects;woo hoo...... Still waiting for two more results that will decide whether I am qualifed for the June intake or not, so now I'm waiting for it, 3 and a half more weeks, hehe. By 2 weeks time, two of my aunties will fly over to Singapore and spend their vacation here, and obvious , I'm supposed to be her tour guide, which means taking her around all the famous shopping centers in s'pore, the sight seeing, the merlion, esplanade, s'pore flyer, Bugis national library, and of course, Bugis Street. We did plan to take a "free and easy" trip to Malaysia ( could be Malaca, KL or Genting Highland) but we don;t have that much time , and also my budget didn't allow me to do so, ...waiting for the time I will be working ,save some money and invite them again then :X:X
Today i got frustrated of my mom, i don't know why she's keeping on nagging me too much, asking me to clean my room, to wash dishes, to prepare meal.Ya, it's okizay that i'm the one ought to prepare so, but.. i did told her many times that i'm 20 this year, no longer your 15 years old boy-lazy-erresponsible- and didn't have brain at all. I'm able to live by myself now, no need anyone to cook for me, take care of me or conmand me around.. And i don't like the way she raise her voice toward me, so did I response back with a very bad manner{ I know i'm bad,ok} but talking abt that, she's now busy with many stuffs around house, do she still have some spare time to nag me, i dont know and i dont want to think abt that, that's very weird, she's flying over here for three months to help my sister and me with her new born daughter, and we thought that we shall live a life without conficts or arguements, but as they said, ppl never change, especially the elder. They tend to keep unhappy things to themself, dont wanna express it and feeling everything around them blur, arg, i hate this. How can I get out of this situation , its not my object in this life. As i once wrote , i dont like conflicts or arguement, just keep my face looking worse and worse. So the result for that arguement is, I cannot concentrate on practing dancing steps this afternoon, really disappointed with myself. Eventhough im still be able to catch up with the new step, i found my mind keep thingking abt that unhappy topic with my mom and my face looking on the mirror is horrible, cannot smile for once. TOTALLY DISSATER :((
today also is my friend's bday, i really wanted to call her,saying happy bday thing to her, and told her that i miss her so much, missing the day we met accidentally at the airport 2 years ago, when we spent time going photoshooting ( which I was the model for most of the photos) , we went to Newton Circus enjoyed chicken wings and sugar can juice, how we spend times talking about life after school , partime jobs, abt boss, colleagues and stuffs there, oh we spend New Year Eve watching the midnight movie " Chipmunks" and then she send me to airport..... Why all these memories playing in my head now, i really miss that time with her, very pure and happy and lovely... Why all my love-oned had to move to Australia? Why they have to leave me? why, I have no reasons for that... I guess i need to find one way to go there , meet them and stay with them, haha, not bad, rite? cause i also love Australia lots, haha...
arg, im being cheesy today, write alot..ok, time to show my ugly face today, which was took yesterday at esplanade's rest-room { im a camera whore, lol =))]
Today i got frustrated of my mom, i don't know why she's keeping on nagging me too much, asking me to clean my room, to wash dishes, to prepare meal.Ya, it's okizay that i'm the one ought to prepare so, but.. i did told her many times that i'm 20 this year, no longer your 15 years old boy-lazy-erresponsible- and didn't have brain at all. I'm able to live by myself now, no need anyone to cook for me, take care of me or conmand me around.. And i don't like the way she raise her voice toward me, so did I response back with a very bad manner{ I know i'm bad,ok} but talking abt that, she's now busy with many stuffs around house, do she still have some spare time to nag me, i dont know and i dont want to think abt that, that's very weird, she's flying over here for three months to help my sister and me with her new born daughter, and we thought that we shall live a life without conficts or arguements, but as they said, ppl never change, especially the elder. They tend to keep unhappy things to themself, dont wanna express it and feeling everything around them blur, arg, i hate this. How can I get out of this situation , its not my object in this life. As i once wrote , i dont like conflicts or arguement, just keep my face looking worse and worse. So the result for that arguement is, I cannot concentrate on practing dancing steps this afternoon, really disappointed with myself. Eventhough im still be able to catch up with the new step, i found my mind keep thingking abt that unhappy topic with my mom and my face looking on the mirror is horrible, cannot smile for once. TOTALLY DISSATER :((
today also is my friend's bday, i really wanted to call her,saying happy bday thing to her, and told her that i miss her so much, missing the day we met accidentally at the airport 2 years ago, when we spent time going photoshooting ( which I was the model for most of the photos) , we went to Newton Circus enjoyed chicken wings and sugar can juice, how we spend times talking about life after school , partime jobs, abt boss, colleagues and stuffs there, oh we spend New Year Eve watching the midnight movie " Chipmunks" and then she send me to airport..... Why all these memories playing in my head now, i really miss that time with her, very pure and happy and lovely... Why all my love-oned had to move to Australia? Why they have to leave me? why, I have no reasons for that... I guess i need to find one way to go there , meet them and stay with them, haha, not bad, rite? cause i also love Australia lots, haha...
arg, im being cheesy today, write alot..ok, time to show my ugly face today, which was took yesterday at esplanade's rest-room { im a camera whore, lol =))]
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